what if

have you ever thought too deeply about something

it then made you think about something you wish you hadn't

thought about in the first place?

confusing? yes, you might have to read that a few times if your a slow

comprehend-er like me.

but then, you have to shake that thought out of your head.

although, it's still in the back of your mind, nagging at you.

then you go back to thinking about that subject you were

avoiding altogether in the first place.

and as you think about it you see the little things

that you didn't see in the beginning.

your heart grows fond, and you may even start to hallucinate

at things or drift away to dreamland for a bit.

but in the end you know this isnt meant to be.

its not what you planned, you hear a little voice throw out

warning signs and caution threats: outcome may be fatal.

but you can't help to resist taking the fall,

your still deathly freightened it may end it all.

what do you chose?

what if what i want makes you sad at me

and if it's all my fault then let me fix it please

-safetysuit