hold on

what's the rush? what's the rush?


I'm finally realizing
that i was rushed into things way too quickly.
yes, he did like me.
& yes, i did like him too.
i just wish we wouldn't have known that we liked each other.
i like a little mystery,and the benefit of the doubt.
now it kinda seems as if theres nothing to try for.
although in my part, i have everything to try for.
its either i put my heart on the line and prove to him that I'm the right girl
or, i just give up and walk away and forget he ever happened.
tough decision.
i highly doubt the "forgetting he ever happened" will happen.
my gut feeling is telling me that theres things going on with him
talking about me but he's not telling me anything.
i hate feeling so lost,restless, and confused; its a empty feeling
and as much as you try to ignore it, it doesn't go away.
it just lingers there and sometimes it intensifies and sometimes
it dissipates a little. but its always there.


like him; he's always there in my heart,
i might sound crazy but i don't care.