Honesty.

Honesty is truly everything in anything you do.

Honesty can fall both ways.

It'll either fill you with joy or break you to pieces.

I would much rather somebody tell me the truth than

dabble around lying to me and wasting my time.

If you would have told me the truth from the beginning

I wouldn't have been hurt or have tried so hard for nothing.

I wouldn't also have taken 2 steps forward then 3 steps back.

I'm truly trying my hardest to be completely happy but its hard.

I am happy but I know I should be happier.

I mean I am blessed and thankful for what I have and really can't ask

for anything more.

But somethings missing.

And I can't quite put my finger on it.