Saturday, October 10, 2009

misguided ghosts

how can some people be so cold?
one minute your friends and then
in a flash you don't exist to them,
its like a knife through your heart.


and i wonder was all the memories
just a dream or was it reality?
either way i went wrong somewhere,somehow.


but is it possible to care and not care at the same time?
im torn in the middle.


i don't care that you're gone,
but i care that you don't recognize me at all.

at this point i don't think true love exists.
true love-theres no such thing.

each day a black hole is placed beneath my feet,
making me fall deeper and deeper.
my intentions aren't true, i don't mean to
be so boring but this weight against me
is never ending. im at my wits end,
i keep waiting and waiting for somebody to save me
but nobody's there. i keep talking and talking
hoping someone is listening to me.
nobody can seem to read between my lines.
it feels like im drowning but i never actually die,
i just suffer the lack of oxygen and panic.
help me save myself, before i lose my mind.

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